2024
2023
2022
At It Again
Oil on canvas
24 x 36 in
Our Rehearsal
Oil on wood
8 x 18.5 x 1.25 in
The Lion Sleeps Tonight
Oil on paper
18 x 24 in
Crown Heights
Oil on canvas
18 x 24 in
I Found My Memories in the Trees
Oil on canvas
24 x 59 in
It Begins With Mother
Oil on wood
34 x 12 x 3.25 in
It Begins With Mother
(Side view)
Of the Ones Left Behind
Oil and acrylic on canvas
24 x 36 in
Frail Ice
Oil on paper
18 x 24 in
The Ground
Oil on linen
16 x 20 in
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The Holidays
Oil on canvas
32 x 72 in
The War Complex
Oil on two canvases
28 x 36 in and 28 x 36 in
The War Complex (1/2)
Oil on canvas
28 x 36 in
The War Complex (2/2)
Oil on canvas
28 x 36 in
Martyrdom
Oil on canvas
32 x 60 in
Convenience
Oil on two canvases
28 x 36 in and 28 x 36 in
Convenience (1/2)
Oil on canvas
28 x 36 in
Convenience (2/2)
Oil on canvas
28 x 36 in
The Other
Oil on canvas
28 x 40 in
The Basement Paintings
The Basement Paintings examine my observations on fear, war, and betrayal. I’ve found that in our current world, achievement and possibility are optimized and self-expression becomes a never ending pursuit. The subject, who has been told that they can do whatever their heart desires, begins to experience life as a means to expanding the self and eliminating the Other. The result of this operation is an exhaustion which sends the subject into a narcissistic bubble, in which meaningful connection is impossible. The books of philosopher Byung-Chul Han helped me articulate my thoughts on these matters. These meditations began during my time abroad in Florence, when I found that no one was willing to even acknowledge the genocide taking place in Gaza. Seeing how people could ignore such a blatant atrocity commenced my inquiry into the psychology of the modern subject. While in Europe, works by Baroque artists such as Peter Paul Rubens and Caravaggio inspired me. Francisco Goya and other Romanticists revealed to me how tone and texture could convey a story. Seeing paintings by more modern artists including Ben Shahn and Francis Bacon helped me understand how paint could be used as a tool to uncover the unconscious. By the time I returned to the States, I was ready to make a series of challenging oil paintings that would analyze the symptoms of our society. In celebration of the canon of renowned oil painters that came before me, I only use oils in these works; And I utilized the various ways in which the medium can be applied to activate an atmosphere of suffering in my works. The thick, dripping impastos bring up feelings of a world falling apart. Dry brushing and scumbling give my scenes a gritty look that reflects their somber subject matter. Throughout the works, there is a recurring color palette with psychological significance: Reds and oranges reflect the anxiety of the modern subject; The blues and greens evoke our depression. Moreover, Roman mythology and Christian imagery are desecrated to show the current realities of the ideals their deities stood for. In tending to our neuroses, The Basement Paintings welcome the viewer to sit with discomfort.
What You Are, I Once Was; What I Am, You Will Be
Through this series of oil paintings, I share my reactions and contemplations on death and impermanence. When I was a kid, my family was driving down a dark highway when they told me we were all going to die. That night I was heartbroken but also curious of the vastness of a universe that would carry on without me. These thoughts have resonated with me lately due to a series of guided Buddhist contemplations I started upon arriving in Florence. These meditations force me to recognize the impermanence and unreliability of all things, including my own body. They make me consider the suffering of all forms of life.
I chose roadkill as my subject matter to symbolize thoughts that arise from these contemplations. Each painting features roadkill I have seen in my life and utilizes gloomy tonal harmonies and rough brush strokes to convey what they showed me. The sight of roadkill elicits a screeching fear. The bugging eyes of a dead squirrel on my neighbor’s lawn still petrify me years later. Roadkills are also abandoned beings who go unnoticed by hundreds of pedestrians a day. Similarly, one becomes completely left behind in death, as no one can accompany you through it. The pulverization of roadkill on the street is a violent caricaturization of decomposition. It reduces someone’s body into an unidentifiable speck, symbolizing how our corpses will one day evaporate into the universe.
Rough and dry brush strokes were laid to capture the grittiness of my topic. The edges of my animals fade into their surroundings, showing how their bodies decay and become lost into the earth. The color harmonies are cold, with moments of browns and reds to evoke rotting flesh and blood. Three paintings are presented in the format of a biblical triptych in order to inspire spiritual contemplation, while the rest of the works offer more ways to look at death.
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Roadkill No. 4
Oil on canvas
19.69 x 27.58 in
Roadkill No. 5
Oil on canvas
47.24 x 78.74 in
Roadkill No. 6
Oil on canvas
19.69 x 27.58 in
Il Mostro
Oil on canvas
18.5 x 24.41 in
The Last Breath
Oil on canvas
19 x 24.8 in
Roadkill No. 2
Oil on canvas
11.81 x 15.75 in
Roadkill No. 3
Oil on canvas
11.81 x 15.75 in
When I First Learned of Death
Oil on canvas
15.75 x 19.69 in
Roadkill No. 1
Oil on canvas
15.75 x 19.69 in
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Transient Appearances
Oil and acrylic on canvas
36 x 48 in
Think of Me, and I Am
Oil and acrylic on canvas hung on wooden poles, and oil and acrylic on carved castable foam, and embroidery thread
84 x 94 in
Think of Me, and I Am (Close Up 1)
Think of Me, and I Am (Close Up 2)
Think of Me, and I Am (Close Up 3)
The Ghosts Our Eyes Conjure
Oil, acrylic, oil pastel, collaged inkjet print, collaged paper
46 x 30in
Anticipation
Acrylic and oil on paper
10 x 14 in
Appreciation
Acrylic on paper
10 x 14 in
Hurdle
Acrylic on paper
10 x 14 in
Vacant
Acrylic and oil on paper
10 x 14 in
Weep
Acrylic on paper
10 x 14 in
Exhale
Acrylic on paper
10 x 14 in
Brotherhood
Oil and acrylic on paper
10 x 14 in
Dubiety
Acrylic on paper
10 x 14 in
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When the Seas Boil Over
Oil and acrylic on wood
24 x 36 in
When All Beasts Are Gathered Together
Oil and acrylic on canvas
48 x 72 in
When The Stars Lose Their Light
Oil and acrylic on canvas
24 x 40 in
A Full Moon in the Ghetto
Oil and acrylic on canvas
36 x 84 in
When the Sun is Shrouded in Darkness
Oil and acrylic on canvas
48 x 60 in
Deconstruction of the Artist
Oil and acrylic on canvas
11 x 14 in
Armagaea
Oil and acrylic on canvas and collaged canvas
42 x 60 in
The Ravaging Spirit
Oil and acrylic on canvas
32 x 38 in
A Troubled Heart at 3am
Oil and acrylic on canvas
3 x 6 ft
The Blue Demons in my Dreams
Oil on canvas
5 x 4 ft
The Lemon Angel
Oil and acrylic
48 x 72 in
Untitled
Oil and acrylic on canvas
28 x 54 in
Portrait of the Artist: Cyan/Dread
Oil and acrylic panel
12 x 9 in
Portrait of the Artist: Green/Pride
Oil and acrylic panel
12 x 9 in
Portrait of the Artist: Green/Pride
Oil and acrylic panel
12 x 9 in
Onaje and Khadijah
Oil on canvas
48 x 18 in
Entrance to the Abyss
Oil and acrylic on wood
10 x 22 in
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